Waiting..

I just wait here
for what? Everything.
A job to just come to me
and ask me to work for them.
A friend to just come to me
and ask me to hang with them.
A family to just come to me
and take me in with them.
A life to just stop on by
and sweep me off my feet.
A task, obligation, activity
to move me from this seat.

Where has all my motivation gone?
I look back and see myself
with friends and family,
with a job and fellow employees,
with a life to keep me busy
with a love to keep me happy

I feel so lonely now,
bored all the time,
Without,
all the time.

And all my old life lives on without me
Old job still runs
Old faces still laugh
Old friends still hang