Waiting..

I just wait here
for what? Everything.
A job to just come to me
and ask me to work for them.
A friend to just come to me
and ask me to hang with them.
A family to just come to me
and take me in with them.
A life to just stop on by
and sweep me off my feet.
A task, obligation, activity
to move me from this seat.

Where has all my motivation gone?
I look back and see myself
with friends and family,
with a job and fellow employees,
with a life to keep me busy
with a love to keep me happy

I feel so lonely now,
bored all the time,
Without,
all the time.

And all my old life lives on without me
Old job still runs
Old faces still laugh
Old friends still hang

I wanna play.

I wanna win.

Missin You

And I feel like I'm lost, and not really here
but when you whisper those words, i just disappear
I feel like you miss all the good things I say,
but no matter how far we drift,
I'll always pray, That our love will endure
whatever they say

And I feel like I miss all the good things you say
And I'll ask why you don't, and you just look away,
In my mind all I see is us in dismay
But your there for me baby, at the end of the day

And I'll do what I can, for this to be real
And I'll do what you want, if it means you'll be here

And I fall to the ground, I just don't know why
That all I can see is love, in your beautiful eyes
You pick me up honey, whenever I'm down
Just here me when I say that
I n e e d y o u r i g h t n o w

photo at top by ~drart

Have you laughed today?

I was miserable yesterday, but today brings laughter.

Laughter can add up to 8 years to your life...


Have you laughed today?

Photo by: ~PeeMpek

My Tears Dry On Their Own

I'm here because you left me here
And here I sit with no words to say,
no words to think, to think to say.
I'm so ashamed, thought I'd be fine
just agin' here like your favorite wine

You shined through me like the sun,
like the sun when it wakes in the mornin'
now I'm lifeless when you're gone,
like the sun when it takes in the evenin'

I'm anxious cause ya never called
And here I sit with no thoughts to think
no words to peel off these kiss-less lips
So ashamed, thought I'd be alright,
Now I'm waitin' here in the open night

Sing me a song, a little lullaby
Give me a ring, a little kiss goodnight
Bring me to life, a little look won't hurt
Just gimme some love, before ya say goodbye

I'm so afraid, thought I could be strong
Read my lips, and take me along.

"He walks away, the sun goes down
He takes the day, but I'm grown
And it's okay, in this blue shade,
My tears dry on their own."
--Amy Winehouse

- photo by me -